this little creature breaks my heart
I have started a new phase of my life
and most of the time I am excited and happy and content
but there are a few times I have broken down
and this little divine being
my interspecies daughter
Charisma
always seems to be the one to break me apart
there have been a lot of changes in her life in the last month
the size of our family, freezing weather, where we’re living
and you see
I don’t see her as an adorable little doggie
to me
she is a divine, high vibration soul
so I don’t tend to want to boss her around
because I respect her as an equal and someone very dear to me
so she has been acting up a bit
some of her normal catch-me-if-you-can-and-of-course-you-can’t antics to make me laugh
but also not always waiting for our constitutional walks, even when they are scheduled every four or five hours
and my belief system also includes that any acting out is not unrelated to my issues
so, I am looking inward to my own heart
and working with the Overlighting Deva of Healing and Pan and my divine Medical Assistance team
and I know I have to make some shifts in myself
and that once I do, lo and behold, her behaviors will shift
what I am getting is that no I don’t need to be domineering and bossy
on the other hand, I need to release some little fears I’m working on related to living alone on top of a mountain
and I need to further strengthen a place, somewhere inside, of self confidence
if you are reading this, I would ask that you refrain from giving me standard advice on how to handle and discipline interspecies beings
I am on my own path and need to and want to
find my own way with this
a way that fully honors and celebrates Charisma’s needs and beautiful soul
while being the best that I can be, in all ways always
thank you in advance for your tenderness in listening to this tender piece deep inside of me
love and blessings to all,
Lynn